Surgery is at 11:30 central.
Friday, February 21, 2014
surreal
I feel fine today. Nervous, but healthy. It seems odd and surreal to intentionally be taking out an essential part of my body when right now I'm functioning. To intentionally inflict pain on my body when it feels so well. In my past surgery (for my prior illness), it was for diagnostic purposes (and this has that element too), but I felt sick. I (my body) knew something was wrong. I had that feeling this time too...but for far less tangible reasons. This time at least a partial treatment will be achieved as well...but with lasting impact on the functionality of my system to sustain itself. A necessary step and one I am in full support of, but surreal all the same.
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My dear Kezia, just found out today what you are going thru. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I believe your foot injury lead you to an early diagnosis so that may be the reason you suffered thru that. Sending love and positive thoughts to you.
Sending love, virtual hugs, and positive energy your way, and keeping you in my prayers. Your posts here are amazing, insightful, and beautiful, just like you!
Praying for you today Shirkey! Thank you for sharing this part of your journey. Praying and trusting that God will lead you and comfort you in the days to come.
It's fun to see your comments all together in one post because though Bethany you don't know the other two, you are all in my bucket of "family of friends who are family and thus are my family" (i.e. have celebrated holidays with you and just always feel you in my family network). Thank you for the prayers and love!
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